This is a pretty touchy subject.

I don't know if I'll have to delete this blog later or not. But I'm going to go ahead and post it anyways because I feel I have a right to.
Religion. Whenever someone brings up religion, I get so uncomfortable. I have a LOT of friends who are christian, and/or go to church regularly. I'm a pretty open minded person most of the time, about this stuff. I go to church every so often, and I don't cut down people for believing in a certain thing. But I have to say that I don't believe in God. I am agnostic...if you don't know what that means; it means that I don't believe in anything, but I do believe there is something out there for me to believe in.
I'm not going to criticize anyone for having any type of religion.
I just want to say that noone should be judged for what they believe in. I get really annoyed when people sit there and say that my friends and I worship 'satan'. It's kinda hard to worship something that I don't believe in, don't ya think? haha. I don't care if any of you joke around when you say that I worship satan, or I'm Satanic, it's not funny, and it would be none of your business even if I did.
I'm going to answer some questions ahead of time, because I know at least one of you is going to ask me something:

Q: You dress off-beat, that's why I joke around about you being a 'satan worshiper':
A: Don't assume things, you don't know me. I don't sit there and make assumptions about you off of what you wear. That's just stupid.

Q: How come you don't believe in God?
A: What God? There are so many 'gods' out there, that, quite frankly, I don't have the time or patience to sit there and worship something that I don't even know is real.

Q: Why do you go to church if you don't believe in god?
A: Because church is fun sometimes, I have a good time getting to know what it's like to attend it, but I'd never do that regularly. Like I said, I'm not a closed-minded person about it.

If you're going to say something negative about this, go right ahead.

I'm quite curious to see what all of your responses are.

(FYI: I didn't post this to instigate problems with other students or the school, I just thought it'd be something interesting to talk and be open about.)

Me Me Me Me Me Me Me ABOUT ME. derherdurderlaher

My name is Ashley.
I'm sixteen years of age.
I go to a school that I sincerely hate.
I have a sexy boyfriend. Tyler.
I have a hott best friend. Dwell.
I live in Michigan.
I have a Guinea Pig. Nezzley.
I have a fat dog. Chewstifer Columbus.
WOP stands for Weary Octopus Pants.
I don't have a lot of friends, but a good handful.
I have trust issues with friends, anyone for that matter.
I'm not Gothic. I'm not Emo. I'm not Scene.
I don't have a religion. I don't want one either.
I want to go into the medical field.
Or go into Culinary Arts.
Mrs. Chambers is my favorite teacher.
Jon Ireallydontknow is gross, and sick, and emo.
I HATE people who drink, smoke, and do drugs.
I'm Abovetheinfluence. Till the day I die.

Why?

Because that's who I am.

I rock.

About LOVE, for you ignorant folk.

Okay first of all, I'm pretty sure about 80% of the student body here doesn't KNOW who I am.

I have a boyfriend (of almost 14 months)
And I can honeslty say that I LOVE him.

I dislike how people say 'you can't throw the word love around', well then, does that mean it gives you the right to throw 'you dont know what love is' around?
Who are any of you to judge ANY feelings someone has for someone else?
Noone knows what the outcome of love will be.
But I do know a handful of couples that have dated since highschool and are engaged.
And another point: LOVE can mean MANY different things.
I love my grandma
I love my dog
I love roast beef
I love my significant other
I love my best friend

I love many people. I love my family, friends, and my boyfriend.
YOU are not the one to judge my feelings.
I AM.

THEE best song EVER.

Basically, if I had to pick my favorite song of all time, it would have to be this one. Sherwood is such an amazing band, and their lyrics honestly just blow me away. Especially in this song:

Song In My Head - Sherwood

Oh I don't believe it, That I could be so deceiving

And bringing you down to feel this lack of loyalty.

You were a song in my head, The warmth of the sheets in my bed.

A story forever told, but never old, A warm arrival never left so cold.

Don't blink, don't close your eyes, But most of all don't apologize.

It's me who's got the demons to wrestle now.

Oh I don't believe it,That I could be so deceiving

And bringing you down to feel this lack of loyalty.

There's a patch of blue in the stormy sky, A memory of a brighter time.

When everything was new, and less watered down, Before the summer turned to brown.

Don't say you can't believe it now, That you're almost settled down,

'Cause you'll be right here, When I come back around.

I would post the video, but I can't get it to save. It's really a good vid though, the next time you go to Youtube or whatever look it up, it's pretty sweet.

Dreams

Let me start off by saving that I have the most retarded non-sense dreams ever.
This dream isn't the most weird, but I thought I'd post it seeing as how it pertained to 'business tech'.

Alright, well it all started out as this class sitting in here doing our work. Mrs.Chambers started running around the room FREAKING OUT over something, I'm not sure what. So she changed our seating chart and a bunch of new kids came into the class room. Then somehow she gave us all glass jars with salt in it, and she was giving us directions to put more in (kinda like science class??). Anyways, but she was rambling on about it and eventually she was like 'NOW, you should have BUBBLES!'. Sure enough, every ones jar started oozing bubbles EVERYWHERE, it was pretty freaking weird. My partner wouldn't give me his notebook so I could take notes, so I started to cry. Then I woke up...pretty interesting, but I guess that's what happens when you only get like 5 hours of sleep.